Hello, sunshine. Don't irritate me lest I turn you into stone with my superpower eyes. I snap and I bite and you don't really want to come near me, unless you've got some very orgasmic food to offer.
Friday, May 16, 2008
Heavy head, heavy heart. I'm so tired, I can't wait for my next off day. I can't wait to get away from 'thoughtful' reminders of the night from my AGM. I can't wait for things to be back to normal. I can't wait to free myself emotionally. I can't wait for Valven's wedding dinner. I can't wait for June to come ): I can't wait for my mini holiday, I can't wait to take many many pictures in summer frocks. I can't wait to finally leave TY, I can't wait to forget all the unwanted memories. I can't wait to lose more weight, I can't wait for my hair to grow longer.
I know we're all trying to act like nothing's happened. I know you're trying to treat me like how you used to. But it's just not the same anymore and everytime I hear your phone ring, or the mention of a waitress, or just seeing you engage in men talk with the rest in the office, I just feel a kind of disgust and disappointment all rolled into a ball. It's very sad that I'm witnessing it on someone I used to have a very good impression of, it makes me lose faith in alot of things, it makes me feel like nobody else in there is worth remembering anymore.
I never meant to type all these out but I reckon tonight I'm just a little too tired of everything.
♥ happy hearts and sincere smiles, CUTE DISNEY THINGS, JAPANESE FOOD, chocolate/nutella everything, red balloons, coach, pretty frocks, looking at happy photos, time spent with my favourites (: