Thursday, May 22, 2008

From ignorant, happier days.
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Recently online shopping became a little too stale and boring (!!!) so I reverted to surfing friendster and facebook again. And boy I realised half of the people in my friends list I don't exactly remember anymore D: And then the voyeurism keeps me occupied for a while before I get bored ALL OVER AGAIN. So I decide that the best solution is to actually GET OUT OF THE HOUSE on my off day and start shopping around for:
1. My vacation (so I will have nice frocks to wear and take photos in hahaha)
2. Valven's wedding (am I going to get a new dress????)
3. school (no la this is an excuse)
I'm such a lazy person yesternight before I slept I was thinking if I should leave a note saying I won't be having dinner at home so I could go out and shop around and you know agree to any spontaneous plans on the way but then I started having second thoughts about it main reason being I was lazy to climb out of my bed and write the note and after awhile before I could finally decide I actually fell asleep.
Infidelity drives me crazy hahaha thank goodness he's no longer important anymore. Brothers, yo. Thinking back on my frivolous secondary school days I swear I'll never ever be fickle-minded ever again. Not only because of what I've been through but also because of how people around me have been affected. Mmhmm.
Every now and then my GM keeps telling me at work 'Eh tonight we go Plush Bar and sing okay' I can't even differentiate whether it's just to suan me or a sincere invitation. Sometimes I get mildly tempted, because everything is okay already but I highly suspect it's the former la, afterall something very extremely embarrassing did happen there right. Everything started from there la aiyar. Alcohol does funny things to people, so NO.
Aside from the mindless happenings in my boring life, I've recently decided to join the alpha camp comm. To give myself another chance. It's going to be busy, I'm going to have a hard time balancing between work and play, but I know at least I'm going to have a very fulfilling year 1. I'm a little scared, though. But He will lead the way.
Okay I will bathe at 2 and then go out and (window)shop! Oh, so many things I covet but so little cash. I haven't gotten my taxi claims back >:(
fight evil...EVIL!
1:35 PM