What Eddie said keeps replaying in my mind. It was as if he knew what happened even though I didn't give any details. I think it's the work of a guilty conscience.
Thursday, April 17, 2008

What a shenjing photo this is! Taken during our road trip (:
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What: Broken tooth
Why: Bumped into the glass door at work
How: Bloody scary dental appointments; bear with swollen ugly lips D:
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What: Extremely bulky&unhealthy
Why: Huge input of oily food but zero exercise for the past few days
How: Hit the gym tomorrow after some yoga!!
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What: Bothered
Why: Being showered with bursts of attention
How: Pretend nothing has/is going to happen
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Miscellaneous
Food: Red bean/ blueberry anything
Fashion: Little sundresses
Hoping: I can stop worrying about useless things
Wishing: I have fat-burning machines
Contemplating: to get a polaroid camera (hundred odd bucks)
Yearning: to try McGriddles (sp?)
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OKAY BYE TOMORROW IM ON 630AM SHIFT. Hopefully I don't bump into the ops room door AGAIN.
fight evil...EVIL!
9:17 PM
Friday, April 11, 2008
9 April
Pilates. Then Canele + Little India (which was very devastating and disappointing we just looked at more and more boring buildings and sniffed in some distinct scent D:) Gymmed with Anis after helping out abit back at work 'cos there was a massive crowd.
10 April
I realised diet pills really affect one's emotions! I got worked up very very easily today. No more pills for me! I'm damn thirsty 'cos of that pill too grr. And no I'm still hungry it apparently doesn't work for me AT ALL.
11 April
Night shift again. I hope got no crowd but no that's just hopeless.
12 April
WKWSCI interview, no talents to showcase omgzzz HELPP and I had to take unpaid leave thanksss. I'm secretly scared 'cos I'm never good at interviews GGXX.
13 April
Gym with my friendsforeverAnis and Road trip with DM's virgin drive! Expect to take lots of pictures.
fight evil...EVIL!
12:21 AM
Tuesday, April 8, 2008
Besides your self-composure, you may also wish to bring along your
portfolio of creative works so that the interview panel may assess your other
abilities. This portfolio should showcase your other creative abilities in
addition to your academic achievements. Your portfolio may comprise
samples of artwork design, school newsletter articles and/or related items.
I don't have anythingzzz/abilities to showcase! Zomg. GG already this Saturday. Wish me luck! But still thankful for being shortlisted yes I am.
fight evil...EVIL!
10:10 PM
Monday, April 7, 2008
A long long hug and kiss(es) at my doorstep = unwanted distress. If he wasn't a good drinker I'd have blamed it easily on alcohol influence but nooooo, he drinks like a mermaid (qx language) and I remembered him being completely sane despite being a bit gone myself. And the root of all the distress is that..
he's attached. Happily too, I reckon.
D:
fight evil...EVIL!
8:59 PM
Saturday, April 5, 2008
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Baking Nutella cupcakes today = FAIL
Hahaha
I want to get new cameraaaaa






Wednesday come quick I can't wait to finally go outttt. Now it's back to work D: These days the thoughts of quitting have been coming to mind! OKAY I GOTTA GO
fight evil...EVIL!
5:49 PM
Friday, April 4, 2008
:D
1. Chicken wings as an extension to dinner (:
2. Happy brunch with mummy and happy dinner with parents tmr
3. Little India on coming Wed with Reuben (a whiff of fresh air from work)
4. Jamie (courtesy of Ros who sincerely helped me search for an English name) will be my new name at work because it's easier to pronounce.
"He will have no fear of bad news; his heart is steadfast, trusting in the
Lord."
Psalm 112:7
fight evil...EVIL!
11:14 PM
Wednesday, April 2, 2008
I will not be tempted to buy clothes online again because somehow the clothes I think are pretty don't look good on me and it doesn't help that the ones modelling for the clothes are always stick thin and born clothes hangers D:< But itz okayz at least out of the two one was not bad so it's 50% hit.
Note to self: No snacking at night!
I need to go out soon before life gets too mundane D:
Pilates is very very fun (:
EDIT. I am so pointless these days! Lack of human interaction once againnnnn D:
fight evil...EVIL!
8:56 PM
Lethargy, seriously.
And growing fatter.
The nutella cupcake from Toast has been on my mind from yesterday D: Maybe I'll get it tomorrow just because I feel like getting it. It looks soooo good.
Maybe I'll also get my baking materials (like finally) tomorrow so I can start baking anytime I want.
I am very excited at the pills I'm going to take from DM; I envision a slimmer me even if it's just two days' worth of pills.
Yay and the mail's finally coming in tomorrow. My new clothes from a week agoooo.
Okay byezzz I'm going to sleep. Working's such a bitch nowadays because I have to pretend so much.
fight evil...EVIL!
12:24 AM